Lads, ladies,
Last night I had quite a long seizure about 6 minutes so was carted off to the hospital feeling the usual post seizure self.
Went into the MRI and that’s when it hit, I was sweating, couldn’t get any air in. It was awful!!
I’ve lost count of the amount of mris I’ve had, they’ve never bothered me before, has anyone else any experience of a totally random panic attack.
I’m usually quite chill as well.
I have had 2 random panic attacks over the years. The one that stands out to me is when my mom and I went out black Friday shopping. We were going to a store for 2 video games and the people where nuts. I just stood there and could breathe couldn’t move was like omg I need to get out of here but unable to move. My mom had to pull me out of the crowd of people. Now I just get anxiety in big crowds so I stay out of big areas and stay to myself. Just never know when an attack, seizure or anything can happen to us. It can be scary but we still have to try and live our lives as normal as we can. Glad your good and remember to smile everyday!!!
Thanks for the reply, it was so random and out of the blue! Now I’ve got the fear of having another one. Like you said, at least we are still living life and are able to smile!!!
Weird you say that after 6+ years post surgery and countless MRI’s the last one i had this year in July i to had a panic attack and the same thing happened to me… like you also i dont fear doing them but it was very random… i think at times we overwork ourselves up without realizing and we can only take so much mentally… I got through it on my own terms in my mind and thought to myself cmon now youve done this millions of times just get it over and done with… God bless!
HI there i am mom to a 27 yr old son COLTEN who has a AVM on the right side of head he was to have radiation on october 4th had a really bad panic attack broke out in tears and took off from me is afraid but i am there for him emotionallly as well as financially as he lost hisjob due to medical reasons and waiting for SSI OR SSD. i am tryin to cope the best i can but feel like he doesnt appreciate me or what i do any suggestions anyone??
thanks
Will he talk to anyone? Family friend or a thearpist? Possibly even come on here? We have all literally been where he is and can help him with any worries or concerns he is struggling with!
he is seeing a therapist so hopefuly that will help radiation is rescheduled for the 25 of octber
Hi, I was in a similar situation in the beginning, except I was in your sons position. I pushed people away because I thought it was best, then I’d go off on them if I had a hard time because they didn’t know how I felt. All I can say is that it’s a very scary, confusing time for him and fear makes us irrational. It must be so hard for you to be trying so hard to make everything work and getting no appreciation whatsoever, but he does appreciate it, it’s just so hard in the beginning.
If you or him ever want to talk just give me a message.
This site has helped me loads. It’s amazing what a quick chat with a stranger can do when you’re feeling a bit down.
Lesley x
Thx Lesley F71
I just read this and it brought tears to my eyes thank u very much . I am in az not sure if where u r location but u can find me on fb do u do that would love to chat more but don’t get on this site much unkess get a private email thanks so much it’s hard to understand yet he is my son and am tryin to understand a young 27 yr old. Can we talk more on fb or email privately or something since u know what he is goin thru and u can be helpful to me would really appreciate it thanks do much
Hey u got into an argument against yesterday and today. I call him about an hour before i try to plan something with him and live about s half an hour outside of Tucson. So usually he is just getting and ask if he wants to meet for lunch so i ran a few more errands while waiting on him then he gets pissed cuz tell him am pulling into restaurant across the street from his friggin apt so he’s like ok guess gotta rush. I am a Trump gal so had brought in some bumper stickers and sat them on the table the waitress asked for a few and got more stuff then he was like was being disrespectful to him since was doing that wtf. I really hope his RADIATION treatment goes well but he feels it’s his mental health issues effecting him not sure how much of his bullshit i can take . I am 47 yrs old and just got into a confrontation with my bf’s preggo daughter long story she us a military wife from el paso TX and we are 4 hours away her hubby in another pic tx till Nov. She stayed with fir about 3 weeks with her 2 yr old then unfriend once again on fb she kniws can’t handle all this extra stress yet feel she wants to break me and her father up she wants to be queen bee here since this is her dad’s home we r not married but have been together since 2009. Sorry for goin on but my stress level is so high and yelled at my son today since had to charge our cell phone bill on my credit card am broke can’t save any money yet he talks about just up and leaving livin off land and backpack around dies he not realize it cost money and he needs to get this avm taken care of . Radiation treatment is Tues 25 omg thx for listening how old r u how did your family cope were u as bad as my son or is just an ungrateful son of a gun,???
On Fri, Oct 14, 2016 at 6:38 PM, Pamm■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■ wrote: Thx Lesley F71
I just read this and it brought tears to my eyes thank u very much . I am in az not sure if where u r location but u can find me on fb do u do that would love to chat more but don’t get on this site much unkess get a private email thanks so much it’s hard to understand yet he is my son and am tryin to understand a young 27 yr old. Can we talk more on fb or email privately or something since u know what he is goin thru and u can be helpful to me would really appreciate it thanks do much
well son was to have photon radiation on 25 but got postponed needs an authoriazation from medical insurance only wish they would have told us sooner rather than in lobby day of OMG frustiation but thanks for being there and listening to me i am learnind more about this due to all u out there take care will keep u posted how r u doiing so far? keep in touch i am on FB too think i got you there let me know u are from AVM when u message me too pam carter pope tucson az thanks
Pamm
Hey pamm, sorry for the late reply been in and out of hospital all week. That must be so frustrating that his treatments been put on hold, do you know when the insurance will come through? It really sounds like you have a whole bunch of stuff going on at the moment. Sometimes the sh*t all hits the fan at once!!! I hope you can try and take some time for yourself to relax! Even if it’s just half an hour reading or going outside for a bit. Something just for you! Xx
Hey Lesley sorry to hear u been in hospital is it ur avm or what. We go on Tues Nov 1. We live in az where do u live he is losing it think wants to live in motorhome off the land think he is smoking too much pot now doin this dabbing thing were he smokes the wax of the pot u can goggle it. I doin all can for him but don’t think he cares bout it is very selfish
We finally got in on Tues Nov 1 they did photon radiation treatment and the size is about 2;inches 5 centimeters so farall ok o except how outbursts says he us manic depressive and bi polar tryin to cope with all of it hope all is well with u keep in touch please thx
On Sat, Oct 29, 2016 at 7:06 PM, Pamm (email address removed by ModSupport) wrote: Hey Lesley sorry to hear u been in hospital is it ur avm or what. We go on Tues Nov 1. We live in az where do u live he is losing it think wants to live in motorhome off the land think he is smoking too much pot now doin this dabbing thing were he smokes the wax of the pot u can goggle it. I doin all can for him but don’t think he cares bout it is very selfish
He y he was in hospital on Wed his blood sugar was very low had diarrhea all over his apt walking around naked ambulance was called and my nephew went over and then neighborhood told him do he’s been here since we’d afternoon and it’s Friday am . He doesn’t want to be here but he was very pale and unresponsive when brought I’m did uhave any symptoms like this any suggestions?? He wants to leave and dr thinks it could have been a psychotic breakdown omg the apt in shambles now bf is afraid he will od and his late wife did in their bed back in 2000 and he won’t even me allow to get a motorhome to put on property.s o gotta find him a place to livee include as need to take care of him and so devastated bf don’t want him at his place got an appt in am with a loan officer with home loans to see what can qualify for. Thx for listening to me go on hope u r doin as well as u can be doing take care keep in touch thx
On Wed, Nov 2, 2016 at 7:17 AM, Pamm**(email address removed by ModSupport)** wrote: We finally got in on Tues Nov 1 they did photon radiation treatment and the size is about 2;inches 5 centimeters so farall ok o except how outbursts says he us manic depressive and bi polar tryin to cope with all of it hope all is well with u keep in touch please thx
On Sat, Oct 29, 2016 at 7:06 PM, Pamm**(email address removed by ModSupport)** wrote: Hey Lesley sorry to hear u been in hospital is it ur avm or what. We go on Tues Nov 1. We live in az where do u live he is losing it think wants to live in motorhome off the land think he is smoking too much pot now doin this dabbing thing were he smokes the wax of the pot u can goggle it. I doin all can for him but don’t think he cares bout it is very selfish
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