Not sure if its funny - but slowly losing the ability to nurture any emotions and feelings ! :)

hey guys.....just one of those rainy days with mood swings....for no reason actually....

Not sure if its funny - but slowly losing the ability to nurture any emotions and feelings !!! :)

feelings like being too conscious not to focus on the emotional pain because afraid of others judging you & getting fed up with your "Complaining attitude"....so pretend on the outside all is fine....but lots of mind voices going through emotional echoes and feeling of void......and choosing not to talk about it to others as it will only be misunderstood....

finally all these echoes eat up your strength and steal your energy to do your daily activities....hence forcing yourself to consciously stop processing emotions at all....forcibly making ur mind to be like "BRAIN DEAD".....

all this add up to u living a squeezed up uncomfortable life & feel the need to express it out loud......

Donno how many of u can relate to what i am saying.....love to hear ur views and stories..

cheers
Santhosh
Bangalore, India.